Aporia Revisited

Recipe for a bad “good relationship”
contributed by ShAl.

"... A pair of beautiful people; glorious memories, unparalleled intimacy, watertight bonds. spiced up with common “everyrelationship” additives such as foolish pride and contextual mishaps with a special initial dose of “the big first misstep”, and heavily garnished with bad timing ..."

It’s amazing what a bad "good relationship" can do to one's ego and his perspective on life issues. happiness is largely relative. tolerance is inversely proportional*. Social “standards” are totally irrelevant. moments and incidents are just memories. short term, to add, for it bares no repetition, and for others, no significance.

“Whatever good we had is not enough for me to carry on”
wow. that hurt. those moments were the best times of my life. period.

Ego, however, surprisingly inflated. Probably to hide its kinks and dents after having being severely crushed.

Time is suppose to heal all wounds. But what happens when parts of you are dead. [oh shut up, h & s]. death. a lost too great to fathom. but what’s there left to think of when its already dead?

No blame is to be placed on either side, only individuals.

episode closed.**

n.b.

* the theory of mutual tolerance states that the closer an individual is to the subject, the greater the disparity in the level of tolerence,in an inverse proportion, towards that subject and vice versa. ie. the individual you love and tolerate the most, has the least tolerance towards you.

**as of this post.

the author has moved on, regained whatever sanity he can muster in him, minimized whatever cynicism that lingers within him, and is currently retaking and reviewing life science module "101 love: fact or fiction".

n.b. cliff notes for "101 love: fact or fiction" are now available in kino.