msn history
It's now exactly three months, since my girlfriend, Clara, left for exchange to Switzerland. Retrospectively, that time has been a lonesome companion to me. Although, we are blessed with technology such as IM and VOIP, enabling us to talk and see each other every other day, the feeling is unmistakeably different. Virtual reality just cant convey the intricacies and sense of intensity of love.
Love, although knowingly intangible, is actually very much tangible. Nothing comes close to Clara's gentle touch or her soft warm breathe. I recalled fondly sitting by her bedside, counting her each breathe while she was deep in sleep. It's those simple moments, that i feel very much in love, for i feel truly alive and contented... somehow, i feel that i live through her.
So far, i think i have been holding up well in SG. Honestly, the overloading amount of work is the only thing that temporarily distracts me from my pinning for her. But when i am by myself, I realised how alone I truly am.
Clara, I am very thankful that we had the chance to spend a lot of time together before you left for your exchange. After talking to you in the past few days, you made me understand how wonderful life can be, even with the simplest of things. I'm truly grateful for your patience with me.
It's just been a little shy of one and half years with you, but we have now, is both glorious and magically. Pouring through our msn archive and our letters i managed to dig this entry up
MSN History
shannon
"On this slate upon my life's journey is scribed, i carved my promise to you, my love, Clara. That forever, i will be true to you. Nothing will waver my love for you. As I clasped your hand in firmly in mine, i vowed that you will be loved and protected in these arms of mine. As a guide, a companion, a love for all time. I love you."
I, honestly, pray that our love will never wane, and that we shall partner each other for rest of life's journey as a couple of tremenous faith and love.
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postscript: If you have gotten the letter i have sent to you, you'll probably understand why i do not blog or write as often, or why most of my entries are short.
Love, although knowingly intangible, is actually very much tangible. Nothing comes close to Clara's gentle touch or her soft warm breathe. I recalled fondly sitting by her bedside, counting her each breathe while she was deep in sleep. It's those simple moments, that i feel very much in love, for i feel truly alive and contented... somehow, i feel that i live through her.
So far, i think i have been holding up well in SG. Honestly, the overloading amount of work is the only thing that temporarily distracts me from my pinning for her. But when i am by myself, I realised how alone I truly am.
Clara, I am very thankful that we had the chance to spend a lot of time together before you left for your exchange. After talking to you in the past few days, you made me understand how wonderful life can be, even with the simplest of things. I'm truly grateful for your patience with me.
It's just been a little shy of one and half years with you, but we have now, is both glorious and magically. Pouring through our msn archive and our letters i managed to dig this entry up
MSN History
shannon
"On this slate upon my life's journey is scribed, i carved my promise to you, my love, Clara. That forever, i will be true to you. Nothing will waver my love for you. As I clasped your hand in firmly in mine, i vowed that you will be loved and protected in these arms of mine. As a guide, a companion, a love for all time. I love you."
I, honestly, pray that our love will never wane, and that we shall partner each other for rest of life's journey as a couple of tremenous faith and love.
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postscript: If you have gotten the letter i have sent to you, you'll probably understand why i do not blog or write as often, or why most of my entries are short.
posted by mutabor at
12:48 AM
1 Comments:
My dear, first of all. Finally a blog entry after sooo long! hehe. And it's about me.
Anyway, if i had any regret was to leave at this point of time, when you are at your most free. I so wish to return as early as possible, to disturb you as i always have. And to return back with a whole load of noise, in exchange for the quietness and loneliness that you have been through.
I'm sorry that i can't be with you when the boredom is absolutely killing you, and i happily travelling the continent.
But through this all, it's amazing how comfortable and thankful i have been, knowing that i've such a understanding boyfriend. And that distance does seemingly not affect us. Instead of an adverse impact, it just subtly reminds us of how much we long for each other, and how true our relationship is.
Stay strong my dear. This distance has brought more strength to the relationship. And although you can't come over. Count down about 20 days, and i'll be coming home to you.
Help me fight with Thai Airways k? I love you my dear.
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