i

i made a decision
i followed my heart
i thought i should not

i leaped
i smiled
i ponder

i fumbled
i grumbled
i cowered

i want it to be true
i wondered would it be
i wondered if wonder did she

i want to be freed
i want to be happy
i want love, does love want me?

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postscript :: 5 min ramble. i wonder why should i bother, with such a load off my chest, i should be happier. heh. honestly, i can't believe i did it. strike that off my things-to-do-before-i-die list.