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It has been 78th days since Clara left for Switzerland. I wasnt really counting on how much i would miss her, but, i do really miss my girl. What do i miss most about her? Well, for starters, she's first, my best friend. Patient, congenial, and unfailing source of infectious optimism. If i am her rock, then she would be the ground that i knowingly and trustingly lay upon. Secondly, she's my lover. A passionate and conscientious woman. Her warm embraces can easily thaw and chase away any of my blues. Somehow or another, we have a close and confident faith that everything we have now is meant to be. Everything, from the love and respect we have for each other. It just seems to fall in place, piece by piece, perfectly. I'm eagerly awaiting for her to return. i really longed for the times, where we are both close to each other, just quietly delighting just in the presence of the other.

At least for now, we have a guaranteed reprieve. 22nd of July is what's on her return ticket right now. Exactly, a month's time from now... I hope she can get an earlier flight before July 14. Then, she'll be able to fill in the only missing part to my celebration and joy of completing my tertiary education. We'll shall leave that to fate i guess. Well, at least the good news is that my work now commences on a later date, 1st of August instead.

So maybe everything is really meant to be as it is... right my love?


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postscript:: Thank you all who made my university colorful and complete, especially, Clara. You are the prized award and gift that i am most proud to have, and you are also the most important teacher i have learnt from. Thank you for teaching me what is to be alive and happy. i love you.